Dairy products

I had a strange dream about him last night... we were at a party, his ex was there as were some of his friends and we were all sat around a table having dinner.

He was at the head of the table and I was at the foot... then his ex went over to him and slipped him this note at the same time as one of his friends slipped me another note.

My note read "you are both sitting here being miserable, why don't you just talk and sort it out. We can't bear to see you like this..." and I knew his note read the same thing.

We both looked up at each other at the same time and he got up, walked towards me as I did the same and we both hugged and he cried and then we were on the floor and he was on top of me really crying as I stroked his head...

I woke up crying. Really strange. Not sure what it means, if anything. possibly had too much ice-cream last night. Bloody dairy products.

Thing is I can sit here and analyse 'til the cows come home and I will be no closer to the truth.

Lois and I were meant to go to a gig last night but we only made it as far as the pub round the corner, where we had some wine and chatted. It was nice and relaxing and the food was lovely. I went home feeling happy, chilled out and hopeful.

It's pretty cool hanging out with her. We went through a bit of a rough patch a few months back and there was a real fear that our friendship may have petered out. It's a testament to the power of love (the true, deep, enriching sort that friends have) that we're here today.

Clarke x